10. 13. 20 @ 0014
Ultimately, all the decisions made are up by you. Right?
I’m actually not sure about what I think.
Sometimes I feel like I do make decisions because I want that choice, that path, that type of cake. But sometimes I have second thoughts and think, “Is this really what I want, is it something I want people to think I want, is it something I know someone else wants me to want, is it something I feel like I’m forced to want because of certain circumstances (or anything really), or can I really make this choice on my own?”
So just now, starting a couple of minutes ago, I started to think of some things that I know I’ve decided on my own.
At first, I couldn’t think of any, but after a couple of more minutes I did think of a few from today:
- I chose to eat chocolate and jellies without anyone persuading me to (usually my mom does).
- I watched a movie
- I slept in the car
Okay, I know these sound very simple, but the more I think, A LOT of things I do or choose – even the the most tiny and insignificant ones! – are decided by not just me. Probably because I live with my parents. I wonder what it would be like to live alone?
That’s all for today. 🙂
What are some things that you’ve actually, really decided or chose for yourself?
a Sunday thought 